|"I haven’t slept all night, and I’m running on empty… luckily my cab driver is nice (he says my hair reminds him of Lady Gaga). Must get coffee as soon as fucking possible… It’s too early for meetings."|
I'm finally done with all of my errands, so can finally relax for the rest of the day, and have time to write this blog. I'm still pretty sick, so I'm watching myself carefully so that I don't have to go into the hospital again tonight... it's looking pretty grim though. That was a lot of blood I threw up earlier, so I'm worried I may have ruptured something again- probably another upper GI tear, or an ulcer. I get them all the time because of the gastroparesis. Another unfortunate thing is that my boyfriend is currently sick as a dog, which is why I had to take a cab in the first place, instead of him driving me to my appointment and meeting earlier. I hate it when he's sick, because I worry so much, and as a chronically ill person, I'm not used to taking care of other sick people than myself, so I'm pretty bad at it. He's such an angel though. Not too demanding, and very understanding that I'm sick as well, so there's only so much I can do to help him at the moment. My ex was the complete opposite. He always got what I and many others call a "man cold". He just turned into a giant baby who needed his fucking milk brought to him and his bottom powdered. Ugh! It was absolutely pathetic to see a grown man act in such a way. I'm not with him anymore, so now his new girlfriend can deal with that bullshit, haha. Sorry to sound bitter, but acting incompetent and pathetic, and expecting to be waited on by others while you're sick with a minor illness, such as a cold, when you're a grown ass adult is one of my biggest pets peeves of all. I simply can't stand it! I makes me lose very much respect for any person who displays such behavior. It's so highly unattractive. Anyway, my current love isn't like that at all. He's pretty tough. The most he asks for is a glass of water from time to time, and lots of hugs and kisses. I'm very grateful to him for being so wonderful all the time. Anyway (I sure do say that a lot) I'm going to wrap this up and go take a nap with my love, as I've not slept all night, and it's 4pm now. So, good night (day?) all!